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"..And I know I'm making something out of this life they call nothing.."

Expectations.
Comparisons.
Hate these words.
They just crumble your worth of self esteem into pieces.
Especially when you're parents do that to you.
Worst if they're you're friends.
Just when you thought..You're doing fine.
Just when you thought..You're life can't get any better.

Hey, don't blame me if I can't please you by fulfilling your wishes or living upto your expectations. I'm not your puppet or your slave or even a Genie in the bottle to grant you your wishes for free.
Why don't you just, do as you please, instead of reminding me of my flaws & faults?
I know what I am, what I'm good at & what I like.
Coz honestly, I really don't need your opinion about everything that I do.
When you've a problem you turn to me, but when you're angry or frustrated I'm also the first one who you point at.
What do I look like to you?!

You may call me immature, stone hearted, maybe even insensitive.. But look at yourself before pointing out at me. Do you think you're more or less better than me?
You think you know everything about me to judge me?
Ha! Who do you think are you kidding?
It's just one of your ways to make yourself feel better, to cover up your flaws, your insecurity, and your disappointments in life.
And you know that, so do I.

I'm sorry if I'm rude to you.
This is what I've become after your endless pestering, and pointless chatter.
Numb.
Numb to emotions.
You know, more like "Does-it-look-like-I-care" types.
That's it.
Now, Don't give me that *raise eyebrow* look.
Tried And tested enough number of times..
I've had enough.
Enough to say that..
I Really Don't Care.
Not anymore.
And I mean it this time.

So, Don't be surprised if I just walk away.
Just disappear from your life.
And yeah, Don't miss me, as you'll have no one to point at next time you are frustrated with yourself.

No Expectations.
No Hopes.
No Comparisons.
No Dreams.