Spirits of Nature

Wait! Hold on a second if you think I'm going to talk about Nature .
Ah! You are so wrong if you thought that .. It's just another instrumental piece which has been playing and playing and playing, for how long (?) I seriously don't know .. but i really don't mind it. I can never get bored of instrumental pieces .. it's from an anime called Clannad.

Ah! Let's see, I'm bored to death , so my friend Bhavana is trying to kill it by posting me links to various videos on Youtube .. Few of them are interesting! And I just found out Jared Leto is the lead singer of 30 Seconds to Mars! oh and did I mention He's fucking HOT?!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWB22yBi2dc&feature=related

Oh, watch these videos too!
The dance moves in So You Think You Can Dance are just awesome!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ljnJv7d4NQ&playnext_from=TL&videos=D9FDEbLJaa0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9EmWRNp_6l8

And we both were cursing the education system in India after watching these videos ... Well, who doesn't hate it? Except for the people who sent it up I guess.

Hmm, I'm off to dance now .. So till then Good bye!

Death has now begun..

Sail the Sea

Ship the Dream

Things aren't always as they seem...

Spinning thoughts

Inside my head

Thinking now of what's ahead...

What is false?

And what is real?

There's no knowing how I feel...

If there is..

Will I care?

In my brain, thoughts will tear.

I want to live so fast!

How long will I last?

I live from day to day..

Watching my brain decay.

Feeling the current pull you in

Feeling you're all alone

Feel the fire within..

The death has now begun

The storm is in my mind.

~ Anonymous

Apologize...

She sat on the stone bench with her head bowed, the wind playing with the long tendrils of her hair, blowing them over her face. 

Shielding her from his pain.

It had been over half an hour ago that he'd gotten up from next to her, not being able to stand their close proximity for another second ... Dark clouds moved forth and on offering momentary shade from the mid - day sun and promising a heavy shower later. She watched as his shadow swung with the changes in the sky and tried to swallow the lump permanently lodged in her throat. Of course, it didn't work.

Slowly, she lifted her head and focused her tear soaked eyes on her everything. His back was stiff, a position he had been maintaining for quite some time now. Still and curt. Almost as if reflexive, his head twitched the second he felt her eyes on him. But he refrained from giving her any indication that he noticed. Her mouth opened slightly as she sucked in a strangled breath of air. Her eyes closed and finally - the tears fell.

Almost as if it were precisely planned, the heavy clouds took up that very moment to she their weight and her tears mingled with the fresh downpour echoing her mood. Her lips moved and a sound that was too weak to be even considered as a whisper shocked through the air and he heard it even from several feet away, "I'm sorry..."

That shattered him. His knees buckled as wet jeans splashed in mud and hard fists slammed the concrete. A purely animalistic growl ripped from his throat and his head pounded hard with pressure. His reaction cut through her like ice and she bit her lip hard enough to draw blood.

"Don't! Don't ... Don't say you're sorry in a pathetic attempt to salvage this - salvage Us! You left! YOU LEFT! Do you hear me?! You left and now ..  Now it's too late to come back and try to reclaim your place in my life. It's over."

His voice broke on the last word.

Several moments passed as neither made as sound. The pitter of rain dwindled down until it was no more than a drizzle. He picked himself up off the ground and made his way towards her. Her eyes were still clenched shut and the tears were hot on her cool cheeks. He gently took off his jacket and knelt over her shoulders. He eased her lip from her teeth and used his thumb to wipe away the blood.

"Please don't go..."

Her blue eyes opened into his grey ones and the pain in hers was mimicked in his. He leaned forward and placed a soft, feather light kiss on her lips before pulling away.

She grabbed his face and forced him to look at her, "Please! Please..."

He put his hands on hers and slid them down his face, dropping them so they fell limply to her sides. She watched as he walked away, his unspoken words ringing in both of their heads.

'I Love You'

- Deva.

Presenting Deva (Don't bother about knowing her real name, you'd probably forget it!)! One of my short-creative-crazy-ass-bitch of a classmate! :P

Just kidding!

Thanks for allowing me to post this!

An hope that you allow me to post the others too! =)

We all have our own interpretations!

Something which my cousin forwarded me a very long time ago.. have a good read.

=)

Original Quote  

If you love someone,

Set her free...
If she comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, she never was....


The New Versions.....

* Pessimist: *

If you love someone,

Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, as expected, she never was

*Optimist: *

If you love someone,
Set her free ...
Don't worry, she will come back.

*Suspicious: *

If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, ask her why.

*Playful:*

If you love someone,
Set her free ...
* If she comes back,
and if you love her still,
set her free again, repeat *

*C++ Programmer:*

If(you-love(m_she))

m_she.free()
if(m_she == NULL)
m_she= new CShe


*Animal-Rights Activist*:

If you love someone,
Set her free,
In fact, all living creatures deserve to be free!!


*Lawyers:*

If you love someone,

Set her free, Clause 1a of Paragraph
13a-1 in the second amendment
of the Matrimonial Freedom Act clearly states that...

*Bill Gates:*

If you love someone,
Set her free,
If she comes back,
I think we can charge her for re-installation fees
and but tell her that she's also going to get an
upgrade.

*Biologist:*

If you love someone,
Set her free, She'll evolve.

*Statisticians:*

If you love someone,
Set her free,
If she loves you, the probability of her coming back is
high
If she doesn't, your relation was improbable anyway.

*Over possessive person:*

If you love someone don't set her free.

*HR specialist:*

If you love someone
set her free by Offering her VRS and other benefits
Then outsource her.

*MBA:*

If you love someone set her free instantaneously
and look for others simultaneously

*Finance expert:*

If you love someone
set her free...
If she comes back its time to look fresh loans
If she doesn't, write her off as an asset gone bad.

*Marketing Expert:*

If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back she has brand loyalty
If she does'nt, reposition the brand in new markets.

Untitled.

"..And I know I'm making something out of this life they call nothing.."

Expectations.
Comparisons.
Hate these words.
They just crumble your worth of self esteem into pieces.
Especially when you're parents do that to you.
Worst if they're you're friends.
Just when you thought..You're doing fine.
Just when you thought..You're life can't get any better.

Hey, don't blame me if I can't please you by fulfilling your wishes or living upto your expectations. I'm not your puppet or your slave or even a Genie in the bottle to grant you your wishes for free.
Why don't you just, do as you please, instead of reminding me of my flaws & faults?
I know what I am, what I'm good at & what I like.
Coz honestly, I really don't need your opinion about everything that I do.
When you've a problem you turn to me, but when you're angry or frustrated I'm also the first one who you point at.
What do I look like to you?!

You may call me immature, stone hearted, maybe even insensitive.. But look at yourself before pointing out at me. Do you think you're more or less better than me?
You think you know everything about me to judge me?
Ha! Who do you think are you kidding?
It's just one of your ways to make yourself feel better, to cover up your flaws, your insecurity, and your disappointments in life.
And you know that, so do I.

I'm sorry if I'm rude to you.
This is what I've become after your endless pestering, and pointless chatter.
Numb.
Numb to emotions.
You know, more like "Does-it-look-like-I-care" types.
That's it.
Now, Don't give me that *raise eyebrow* look.
Tried And tested enough number of times..
I've had enough.
Enough to say that..
I Really Don't Care.
Not anymore.
And I mean it this time.

So, Don't be surprised if I just walk away.
Just disappear from your life.
And yeah, Don't miss me, as you'll have no one to point at next time you are frustrated with yourself.

No Expectations.
No Hopes.
No Comparisons.
No Dreams.

Friends..

" . . . Drink my beer & smoke my weed, but my good friends is all I need . . ."
- Asher Roth

College, school, movies, malls, LIFE..(etc.) would have been so darn boring without them!
I wouldn't even have known what the hell was "bunking" without them..overall my life would have totally sucked without them..(that thought makes me *shudder*)

Ah! The best part is fooling around with friends & laughing at most silliest jokes in this world -- which is way beyond the elders sense of understanding,at times!
Not to forget the sleepovers ~ sneaking into the kitchen in the middle of the night only to fill our growling stomach! Or a morning walk at 4 o' clock in the morning before hitting the bed!
Being kicked out of the class for talking too loudly...or even better - eating while the class is going on!
Sms-ing in the the class.
Talking on the phone for hours & hours.
Fighting for food.
Going for a movie, even though we are broke!
Laughing hard till out stomach hurts!
Doing the weird & the wackiest thing together.
Getting in trouble.
Lying to save each others ass!
Gossiping.
Teasing.
Prank calls.
And so much more..

Thanks for being there for me all the way through...though, few have taken different path, few have just drifted apart & few of them have been lost somewhere down the memory.. But yeah, each one of them have a special part in my life.

Last but not the least,

Happy Friendship Day!
=)

*yawn*

Reality Check:
Studied (anything at all) - No. (oh, Crap!)
Cursed someone - You bet! Yeah!
No. of times pissed at myself - Uncountable. (Been doing this A LOT lately..)
Bored - Ahun!
Talked on the phone - OMG! Not at all today! O_o
Yelled by Mom? - Of course! A hell lotta time! And trust me, They're really good at it!


Sitting in front of the PC from past 5 hours (giving me backache for sure), when I'm actually supposed to be studying for my "Monday weekly test" (that sucks). Instead I'm hooked onto Facebook, Flickr, Buzznet, Picasa etc. etc..
Sunday is boring as usual..!
Edited a hell lotta pics...Looks like I'm pretty jobless, though I've a hell lotta work pending..
Ah, these are some of the shots which I edited today.. they're pretty old...



This was taken at my friends colony, a really memorable pic..I must say, the mood of the pic is perfect coz I had a huge fight with my friend that day..



And yeah.. this is the view from my balcony.. I go there, everytime I need to Think.. it's a pretty good view from their, with the wind blowing..

I guess, I should go & study now... Otherwise I'm SO gonna flunk tomorrow!